Wow 3 in a row

I am going to try to be the good blogger and blog just about everyday... we will see how that goes...


I have to say I am having sooo many different mixed emotions that it is crazy! First it is sooo hard when you realize that for the last 12 years I have always been the primary bread winner in my marriages... and well in less than 2 and a half months I will no longer be that.. I will be a SAHM! OMG! it is sooo freaking scary yet awesome in the same sense... Next I am sooo excited at the chance to be able to go to another country... and to start my life over.... be a new person where no one knows my past and can not judge me for anything!

Well i best get my butt in gear and get some work done it is month end after all :)

Welll....

So I told my mom last night that we have a date..... hmm. that went over way better then I thought... I guess my blog will start to become a travel update blog.. lol...

Packing
On the packing note I officially started packing my first box to send.. it is a box of scrapbooking stuff.... WOW you never realize how much you can weed out till you realize you have to move everything.. more like mail everything.... which by the way stinks.... so before anyone asks why we have to pay to move all my stuff when he is in the Air Force... it is because I will not be a command sponsored spouse... but when we get to come home I will be on the orders so everything will be paid for woo hoo....

Air Force Jargon
Wow it has been interesting getting to learn all the Air Force Jargon... or rather military jargon.. and then when I go rattling it off to someone and realize that they have nooooo clue what I am talking about... so here is the first term I will teach you...

PCS - Post Command Sponsor... This means that it is the orders of where you are to go to serve.


Well back to work I go...

August 10th...

Well it has pretty much been settled.. the kids and I will be moving to Germany on August 10th. It is something that is way exciting yet scary all in one... Sooo please think of us...

UGH!

Well needless to say it is 145 AM and i can not sleep.. I am not sure why... but it is all good.. I will come here and vent away... I know that not too many people read this so it is all good I can vent all that I want..... One of my biggest vents for the last week was that I found out that my little cousin was feeding my ex with everything that I have done... I am not sure when it is his business as he is doing whatever and been living with some girl since he left..... so I am just glad to be done with it... I guess I am sure that it will make lots of people mad but I am not putting up with her crap any more... if it means that I lose my aunt as a babysitter.. well so be it.. this shit is old...

Well then there is the whole Joe thing... overall it is going great... lets say that there will be many changes in everyones lives this summer.... I know that many people will be upset with those changes also.. but what can you do.. you can not please everyone and I have decided that if I please my self my kids and my significant other.. well than soooo be it...

On a side note... something that has come up has made me soooo excited... I found out that it is a possibility that I will be able to be a SAHM for a bit... how exciting would that be... now while I love working and bringing home money I have never ever been a SAHM and to be able to have the opportunity to do that is unbelievable to me... if I can do this it is also a possibility that I will be home schooling the kids for either a semester or a year.... this tooo would be something that would be cool.. however the whole patience thing is something that I need to make sure I have... lol... I am one that can run out of patience so this would make me work on it...

Please keep the kids and I in your thoughts and prayers as we really really need it right now!

Something funny

Since I was finally thinking about it... I uploaded a video of my kids playing the Wii at their Grandma's...if you wanna see something wayyyy funny make sure to watch it..

woo hoo

Well I am sooo way excited.... 5 months from yeterday I will be spending a week in Germany... how exciting is that! Also I found even better news about the trip.. of which I am sooooo excited!!!!! well I can not share it.. so you all will have to wonder and find out later.....


Also in 33 days Joe will be here.. so that is way cool... another week of fun :) We are planning on taking all the kids to Kalahari the17 and 18.... then the beach and the putt putt thing on the 21st... so it will be a blast of a week... the 22nd will be hard though as he will be leaving :(

Scrapping....

Yes I have been doing some scrapping.... I did get a few misc LO's done.. and got a start on Joe and I's Album.....

Here are the LO's that I have completed.... Comments and Criticism appreciated....

My Role Model
I used Bazzill Kraft Cardstock - Doodlebug stickers - Basic Grey Two Scoops PP - American Crafts Rubons - Stamp is Autumn Leaves I believe - TEchnique Tuesday Tiles




Joe and Marie's Album
Kraft and White Bazzill Cardstock - PP is all Scenic Route Loveland - Doodlebug Stickers - American Crafts Rubons (Letter & Flowers) - Scenic Route Chipboard Letters - Prima Whispers

Yup 10 Days

Oops.. it has been 10 days since I updated this blog... well in that week not a lot has happened....

Last week was a crazy week for me... at work it was month end close and it was pretty interesting to work as I normally do not work more than 40 hours and even with a dentist appointment and a few long lunches still put in OT. It was crazy....

Well since my mother had other plans than spending it with us for today..... so yesterday we went to the zoo and had a great time! It was a pretty good time.... Today we went to church and ended up being asked if we wanted to go to Subway for lunch with a good friend of mine.. so we ended spending the rest of the day with her and her daughter....


Here are some of the Zoo pics.... here we all tried to get on the lion



Here are the polar bears playing


The giraffes


Love this bird...


The sloth bear that was just chasing after all of the kids cups.... and toys..


My kids


The kids and I posing under the beautiful pink tree..


3 beautiful butterflies


This is what happens with a bored mother and daughter while the kids were on the carosuel

Yup 2 in one week

Well I have been told by Rachel that is she miss slacker is keeping up with her blog that I need to to... so I am trying my best

This week has been a killer one at work.... I have had this huge report that I had to do and well it sucked... but it is done now... now it is month end... eeeks... and because of that dumb report I am a week behind on getting month end stuff done.... it stinks... oh well I have till Tuesday to get it all finished... lol...


Well on another note I have to say to say that I am addicted to a game now.. it is called Puzzle Quest... it is like this puzzle type bejeweled game put together with a building an empire type game - the bejeweled type game has a different twists to it.. you have to kill your enemy by matching skulls... lol... and you move form place to place like an quest... it is way cool... I became addicted to it at my kids grandma's Jody's she had it for the Wii.. and well last night on my adventures I found it for the DS.. so I bought it and took over the kids DS. lol... bad mom....


And here is my celebration for the week... I have found a bathing suit that I like!!! Yes I guess that should be a celebration for the summer... I actually found one that is a 2 piece... though being it is a tankini it looks one piece... it is comfortable and does not make me look like a grandma or look fat... that is the absolutely best part of it... I have not been able to find a suit I like in forever... The last one I had make me look like a grandma as it has the skirt thing on it...lol... And the thing of this one is that with shipping and tax it cost me $28.00 THANK YOU WALMART!! lol... and $.97 shipping is the best,... so my shipping ended up being $1.94 and it got there in record time... lol... wooo hoo... will have it for our trip to Kalahari in June and I will not be a screaming mimi about not having a bathing suit I like 2 days before we leave..... you know going with the guy gotta have something I like... :)