An update...

Well I am soooo excited.. I have such a positive thing going on in my life right now.... this would be that I am now dating a wonderful wonderful guy... It is so weird how fate just works in a weird way... well I was doing some digging into all the Clyde High School Alumni and just about gave up when I ran across someone I had dated in high school.. the brief 15 year old thing... lol... well I sent him a message and low and behold it was him.... so we started talking and well both of us were going through divorces.... so we started talking and well it has blossomed from there...... he is in the Air Force and it has entitled me to the fact that I will be going to Germany in October... woo hooo

Also 2 weeks ago he sent me 50 beautiful roses.

Yet another week....

Well this is one that I just want to vent for myself in... I am so hating certain men right now... they feel that they are better then though and can just get away with what ever.... well screw you.. I know better and I will not be used....

On another not ever think about fate.... well the past week has been one of those things for me.... yeah... fate.... unbelieveable... you think that certain things happen for a reason and well now it is just getting weird... and I am constantly reminded of what a dumb 15 year old I was :) but do we not all do dumb things when we were in high school????? so all I can say is that time will tell and hopefully it will be all good......... and I am owed a trip to the Eiffel tower

ARG!!

Just have to get a couple of things off of my chest... figure that not many people read me so I can put whatever in this blog :)

This week will suck.... I am excited as I go to the eye Dr tomorrow.... so I can get contacts again... have not had any in like 2 years... so woooo hoooo.... then it is off to Bellevue to get my papers signed :( In one way I am excited in another way I am sad... another chapter ending... but maybe another opening...

Then my kids tonight are on my last nerve... they think that it is worth tempting me and making me mad.. then wonder why I am the mean one... yeah the one who drove then 15 minutes just to get an ice cream cone :( What the heck.......

All I want to do tonight is CRY!!!!